you always think you’ll be different
you’ll love her forever, right?
you always think “oh. i mean i guess this is what love could be.”
i mean you love her, right?
you never think when you take her on that first date that seven months from now you’ll still be thinking about the lipstick your ex girlfriend would buy and you’re still going out of your way at work to talk to a cute girl in the kitchen who likes the same band you did when you were 14 or you still wonder why you don’t want to take your pants off with the lights on and why she doesn’t try to take them off for you and you certainly never thought that picturing a kind of future with her makes you feel emptier than your reasonings for breaking up with anyone.
right? maybe love is just exaggerated and this is all it is | izztstei (via izzystein)